Caffeine Girl

Starting the fourth decade of dyspeptic curmudgeonry.

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Black rabbit

"When you believe in things that you don't understand,
Then you suffer,
Superstition ain't the way"
- Stevie Wonder

As I was driving up the highway today, I realized it was July 1st, and I quickly said, "rabbit, rabbit," as I usually do on the first of each month. This is a superstitious habit I picked up years ago. Driving along, I got to thinking about how I picked this up, and I realized that I picked it up after reading an interview with Gilda Radner. She said this on the first of each and every month to bring her good luck. Then I nearly slammed on the brakes, right in the middle of I-5 north.

Y'all, Gilda died of a young age from ovarian cancer. So much for the good luck there.

Now, I nearly had a damn freak out in the car, and my reasoning was this: I've been saying "rabbit, rabbit" on the first of each month, just like Gilda did, and Gilda died at a young age from cancer, and I have had something that I could have easily died from at a young age, and as my doctors have so helpfully reminded me, oh as recently as Friday, I still have a 10-25% chance of dropping dead in the next 1-3 months fron the clots or complications. You follow?

No? Yeah, didn't think so. Because it's superstitious psychobabble with no grounding in reality. And once I realized that, I slapped my Irish-Hungarian-throwing-salt-over-the-shoulder-ass in gear and shook it off. Still, it felt a bit cwweeepppeee. No more rabbits for me; it feels too funky.

Is anyone out there superstitious, even though you know better? If so, what are you superstitious about?

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Glad to hear you overcame the bad
karma and now it's time to celebrate and be positive or at least shake the negative feelings away. Don't worry , be happy.

11:16 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Gilda Radner was a funny lady, but definitely not the person whose example you want to follow in the luck department. I can see how it creeped you out, given your current medical situation. Yikes.

I know I'm superstitious about some things, but I can't think of any off the top of my head. However, I did use superstition as my excuse for not telling anyone what we were going to name our baby before she was born. The truth was that I just didn't want anyone to throw their 2 cents in. :-)

11:08 PM  
Blogger Alissa said...

I feed expired parking meters on the streets because I think it helps me not get speeding tickets....

7:34 PM  

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